on Letting Things Go....certain things, that is...

What should i say, or how should i put it; hmmm...not too good i suppose the Clinical Intergrative exam we had this morning. Was self-inflicted actually....
Had a really bz weekend, not so much about revising, but was bogged down by the preparation for the Cardiff Msian Night~Festival of Diversity III which would be on the coming 18th Feb.Frankly speaking, i had a really bad feeling of it not turning out well (knowing me, always pessimistic one.....*sigh*), but then again, looking at the current progress, i am really impressed by the commitment and camaraderie shown by all the fellow participants.... i mean, seriously! Am regretting for not whole-heartedly persuading the fellow KDUians to lend their kesemangatan, but hopefully, for all the sweat and time invested, we shall make this upcoming event the most gempak of all the previous Malaysian Nights!

The reason for me not doing well; i'm not trying to console myself here, but moreso it's a fact, i just was'nt that well prepared.Full-stop. Must seriosly thank all those cardiff medics, especially prof Ragava for the very enlightening discussion which she incidentally hosted then. Without it, definitely terkandas one. Tried to load myself with whatever anatomy knowledge possible grasped (thorax, abdominal regions only) and did further reading on the various related clinical issues raised later on, but it just was'nt enough. As Deepak put it, mebe i was fooling around too much already. Must put a stop to all procastinations and laziness....not typical of Mr LiM here, but then again one would never realise one's action until one's luck runs dry. talk about the abscence of my beloved flowerhorn ><)));> Will be seriously stretching my luck if i manage to hit the magical 50% limit. I sudah jadi baisa s'krang la!

Here's the list of things to prepare this week:
1. press shirt for Thursday's clinical attachment (i'm really bad at this, really)
2. FOD III proposal dateline this saturday*
3. Chong coming this weekend too, must make some space in my room as well, and must layan somore....*sigh*
4. CVR formative MOnday
5. CVR coursework to complete as well...*sigh*
6. lookout for the Carlington Cup finals between ManUtd Vs Wigan ..

~~^.^~~but then again, life still goes on~~^.^~~
p/s: guy3, don't get overly worked up by today's mishap. Everyone goes through some rough patches sporadically too. The main thing is that one should always be willing to learn from one's mistakes, and not let the past overshadow us, be it stirling or stinking. Life is too short to agonise over the achievable* :)
Look forward,
and just let it go.....
let it go...
'cos that's what i realised today as well,
and i'm not gonna let that be of any hindrance anymore...


^^